Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah it has been a month since my delivery to the beautiful angel, Aisha Damia binti Mohamad Khairul Azwan. So, let's start, shall we?
Home | Before 13 April 2015
Already started to feel false contraction for a week. Never time the contraction before. Previous check-up Dr. Siti, my gynae confirm that cervix opening is only 1cm. Enjoyed leisure time at home, cleaning, eating, watching a lot of delivery stories & praying for a smooth delivery.
Home | 13 April 2015 | Afternoon till 9pm
Started to feel regular contraction but still can endure. Time contraction to 1 contraction every 20-30 mins. Continue to do squats & relax in bed. After Mr.K came back from the office, he asked whether wanna go to the hospital or not, I said, I can still tahan the pain.
After Isya' prayer, Mr.K said, 'Ok, its enough. Jom pergi hospital. If u r not warded, let's just check the baby'.
KPJ Tawakkal, CTG Room | 13 April 2015 | 10pm
Done CTG for half an hour. Shows regular and strong contraction (still can tahan), cervix opening still 1cm. Dr. Siti asked to be warded in labour room for the night. Asked the midwife, normally my kind of case how long would it take? She said normally until tomorrow afternoon. If no progress then I might be induced. Memang x mau la sebab nak rasa sendiri macam mana sakit tu datang. Aicewahhh. Mr. K pulak suka hati go buy Mamee Chef tomyam to eat while waiting in the labour room.
KPJ Tawakkal, Labour Room | 13 April 2015 | 11pm
Midwife asked me
Midwife : Nak morphine x? Bagi kurang sakit so that boleh tidur malam ni.
Me : *expecting I would be there for a long time and I didn't take nap in the afternoon* Nak!
Midwife : Tapi morphine ni kesan dia ikut orang. Kadang-kadang, after ambik patient hilang sakit and boleh tidur tapi ade orang contraction makin cepat sbb muscle relax.
Me : Okay! *gelak-gelak thinking its funny. Haha. I just wanna sleep!*
KPJ Tawakkal, Labour Room | 14 April 2015 | 2 to 3 am
I still cannot sleep. Contraction keep getting stronger and more frequent! I was thinking that the midwife lied to me. No morphine was injected only plain water! Hahahaha. End up, Mr. K called the midwife. She checked the CTG graph and said, 'Cantik graph. Contraction every 1 minute. Kalau macam ni x payah induce la.' and Cervix opening was 5cm.
Masa tu Mr. K dah hangin satu badan sebab she keep on puji graph cantik. Orang sakit ni, xde ke nak urut ke bagi ubat ke. Hahaha. Dah tu asyik dok sakit je last-last diorang offer laughing gas. Seronok sedut laughing gas. High je. Hahahaha
KPJ Tawakkal, Labour Room | 14 April 2015 | 4am
RASA NAK MENERAN! Hahahahaha. Midwife come check, I'm fully dilated and ready to push! The only think stopping me from pushing is my water still haven't broke and my gynae was not there yet! They expect me to delivery the next day! So I need to tahan until the doctor to come and break my water then only, I can push!
Rasa nak sepak muka orang je bila rasa nak push tapi x boleh push! Hahaha. After 20 mins the doc came and she break my water and calmly said 'ok, bila rasa nak teran, teranla'. She is really cool that way.
Then, the pushing part take place.
KPJ Tawakkal, Labour Room | 14 April 2015 | 4.40am
Push, push and pushhhh keluarlah seorang Aisha Damia ke dunia. Perasaan masa the doc put her on my chest was erm erm legaaaa. I was actually still lalok from the laughing gas effect. Sempat sayang dia sekali dua then, the nurses ambik to clean her up. Mr. K pulak dok buat lawak 'mcm mana nak pegang baby karang b nak azan ni?' Hahaha.
Masa doc tengah jahit pulak, xrasa apa pun but then tiba-tiba doc said, 'alamak ada darah lagi ni' and she start to suck or I dunno what. Then, the doc ask me to take the laughing gas as it takes time to suck the blood and continue jahit. Mr. K left to azan the baby and I'm no longer sedar what happen after that. Haha!
But Alhamdulillah, mudah sangat rasa bersalin. Kejap je bukaan from 1cm to fully dilated. Nurse and doctor pakat dok tanya makan apa sampai cepat sangat. Kalau macam ni, I sanggup nak beranak sepuluh! Hahahaha. But that's not all. The hardest part hasn't come yet. Tungguuuuu. Hahaha